I need something.....

A change
A vacation
A different job
A plan for my life
A friend
A life
A move
A happy face again
something....I need something.
I am so freaking tired I can't sleep. I just got home from a youth trip. Overall the trip was fine....
There was MORE drama than i have ever experienced in my life though...and you all know how much drama occurs in my life. Something very bad happened that involved me. And it will alter my life here in Tuscaloosa. I don't know how to fix it nor do I really think i care. it wasn't my fault...and all I can say is I AM DONE. I might have to quit my job though...just to avoid more drama. I don't think I care about that either.
I need some direction. School starts soon....NOT excited.
I want to go back to Ecuador....like yesterday.
I need some sleep. I am so very tired. I have been in the car (and driving most of the time)probably about 55 of the last 72 hours. Or so it feels.
I have to go to Birmingham tomorrow to return the rental... I wonder what will happen. Actually at this point, I wonder who will take me.
I have no friends here...that stinks! But not like Mr. Poopy Pants I am sure.
I enjoy reading about your lives. I wish mine was more interesting.
Hope you are all well.
Miss ya'll