Sweet Baby!!




Malachi is precious! He is a very calm, quite baby. He is rather big for a newborn though! He can't even wear newborn diapers! Went straight to 1's!! And the nurses said he won't stay in 0-3 month clothes for much more than a week or two. He is so sweet! I am glad he is here. I can't wait to watch him grow. Oh how I pray now that God will start capturing his heart...molding in into a heart after Him. I pray that Malachi will grow up persuing our Father with a passionate love, even as a little boy. Protect him sweet Jesus. Guide and love him!!
It was good to be home...even if it was for a short time, which was very busy. I think it does me good to just go home sometimes. There is something about going home. It is good medicine. I had a mix of emotions though. I felt old and young, sad and happy, lonely and protected, and tired and rested (I could go on and on). I think that sums up my life these days though...a mix of emotions. I know the answer would be to dive more and more into our Lord, and I want to....but it just is not as easy for me to do as it is to say sometimes. I want Him to be my All and All...but I can't seem to surrender my all. I am ready for Him to move in me, move me, but I want to hold on to certain things. I want to rest in His love, but I am afraid to trust Him and to let go. I just don't have any answers....
Except that He is love. I see that in my beautiful neice and nephew. What a sweet gift they are.
I am SUPER excited about this coming up weekend. I can't wait to celebrate with Laura, and you all, another beautiful gift and example of God's love!!!
Oh, and WAR EAGLE!!!! That second half is what I call some Auburn football!!! Go tigers!
I hope you all have a wonderful week and I will see ya'll soon! YEAH!